ArchiveMarch 2018

Track

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All right, we’re writing, we’re reading, and we know why we are here. It’s a good start. So lets jump into something else.

Track your numbers.

You want to write faster? You want to publish more? You want higher quality? You want better control over your ideas? Sure, that’s great. Can it be measured? Because if we can measure it, we can see it change over time. And if we can see it change over time, we can experiment.

That’s the whole purpose of this exercise. Numbers don’t tell the whole story, but as long as they remain reasonable and honest, they can be useful. As always, this is not the silver bullet, this is the next tool in our toolbox to make things better. As for things like “writing was pleasant today,” I have serious doubts if it’s worthwhile for testing or experimenting. It’s too fuzzy.

(Quick caveat: I think personal observations can be good, too, but more for stress/mood management. If you are quite the #artiste#, critically important, but not what we’re looking at today.)

Remember our goals: quality, consistency, and sustainability. The numbers we track have to have meaning, and they need to be recorded over and over and over. That sustainability is the most important, as missing them will devalue the entire project.

So start small. We’ll examine a whole bunch today, but just choose one, especially at the beginning. Get used to it, get the systems for it in place, and then add on more. I am no savant; I have a whole stack of data I want to start collecting, but just can’t handle right now. Fewer, reliable numbers always outweigh a stack of unreliable ones.

The most important and the easiest is #word count#. When we sit down to write, at the end, we should record how many words we have written. Accuracy counts, but depending on circumstances, it can vary slightly and often does from any particular “true” count, especially if we use different systems to count at different times. But if we keep consistent, and we don’t fret about a +- 20 word spread, it’s accurate enough.

We only compare counts to ourselves.

Let me repeat that.

We only compare counts to ourselves.

Some of the greatest writers of all time are famous for tiny word counts. Hemingway, as one of my English teachers reminded us #with pride#, wrote 500 words a day on average. There are numerous writers, both past and present, of all levels of literariness, who hit between 5000-10,000 a day.

It doesn’t matter.

I write faster than most people, but I’ve got a high 70s wpm typing speed. And I ramble. I end up with too much, mostly garbage, which makes editing hell. Hemingway did five hundred good words a day. I don’t agree with that idea, but it clearly worked for him, so I can’t really say anything.

The word count to does a few things: we know how many days we actually sit down to write. We can see the zero days, and counter them. If there is a day where the count is particularly high or low, we can look for causes. And, if we are training to write faster, graphing the averages can show us if the training is actually working.

Next, I’ve been tracking the #starting and ending editing word count# going in and coming out of editing. I want to cut a minimum of 10%, if not 25% or more, whenever I sit to edit. Knowing where I started and where I ended keeps me aware of that.

That’s me, however, and I have years of knowing how I write to look back on and see how my drafts always turn out. I try to cut back, but in some cases we need to add in to thin spots. The first few times, record it, but don’t think about it. Focus on what makes better writing, and then, see if that has a pattern. If we’re doing multiple edits, another good strategy I’ve learned recently is to do a primary edit by cutting as much as possible, and then backfill with more detail as needed.

I’ve started #dating# whenever I sit down to do work on a draft, edit, or prepare it for posting. It’s quick, it helps me keep track of the numbers above, and there’s editing styles where knowing when we wrote it is useful. That one time I’ll need to know when I worked on a piece? I have that information now. I do multiple edits, each dated with start/end counts, as well as dating it when it’s posted.

One more quick one is #tracking what I’m listening to while writing#. Music and background sounds seem to affect my writing. I think we all have that sense, and I want to start building a data set for it. If I don’t listen to music, I list what I hear around me, even if it’s silence or people talking, to keep in habit.

And the last one, which I have been failing at — including during the draft and first edit (but not the second! [or the final, yay!]) — is to track #time spent writing#. If we know how long each stage takes, we can better schedule time. It also gives a powerful tool with our word counts: words per hour (WPH).

WPH standardizes our word counts, across days and across different writing session lengths. Some days, we only have ten minutes to write; seeing a count of 120 words surrounded by 1000 counts is frustrating, even knowing we had less time to do it in. If it took an hour to do 1000 words? 720 instead of 1000 is much less bad. And if the 1000 took two hours? 720 v 500. That’s worth investigating.

WPH can reveal lots: days we get distracted, or can’t really write fast, or passion suddenly knocking out a couple thousand words at once, or pressure pushing us past our normal limits… WPH and word count and time, all together, gives a much more nuanced view of how we write. It doesn’t tell us why, but it tells us something happened. WPH is also very sensitive; if there is a change, it will tend to show up. That can also make it hard to find the cause of such changes, so deliberate experiments and tests are more important to us when looking for changes here.

Most of all, having a large data set, for any of these, will help give us insight. That’s why we should start tracking , even if we aren’t working on “serious” projects yet. It takes time for the database to get built; start now.

A Walk With My Brain

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I already know I’m not going to be happy with how this post turns out. Part of me will always think it could have been better with more time, more work, more editing, more, well, anything.

I was supposed to have a post ready for today, but now, two hours before my deadline, I’m writing this instead. To be fair, a whole slew of things have happened, and while I was able to mostly maintain writing, I never got to editing anything to put here for Tuesdays. I’ve maintained the most important aspect — continuing to write — but I left all the other important parts aside.

When I try to figure out how I ended here: writing a post and throwing it up on the blog just to say I made my deadline –it feels the root cause is lack of planning. Yes, I had to deal with a whole slew of paperwork for my personal life, as well as some overtime at my regular job. But I came home and had to ask myself, every night, what should I do tonight? Mostly, think of something interesting to write about, and if I can muster the energy, do some editing or something.

That’s not sustainable. Not only that, it’s not going to produce anything good, either.

Of course, a plan only gets us as far as we’ve planned. I can sit and make whole lists of ideas and posts to create, but the moment things veer off course, well, the plan needs scrapping then, doesn’t it? That’s the danger of over-planning: either wasteful with all the changes when the ground shifts, or running into a wall because we decided not to adapt.

This probably isn’t an important moment, but I know I want to think it is. I want to tell myself, oh, this is the time when I changed from this kind of person to that kind, and always the new person is better.

Enthusiasm and grit got me this far, but doggedness and professionalism will carry me through the harder days. Or, sometimes, just enthusiasm carried me here, and sheer grit will solve it. Or, other times, grit got me here, but now, lacking the joy and exuberance of earlier times, I need to remind myself why I want to do this whole project and use that to drive me onward.

It all feels like so much thinking, and so little substance. Maybe I need a plan, but I only have to look back three months ago to the endless plans which got shitcanned before the blog ever started. I feel the lack of energy, and the lack of passion, and the lack of will to fight through the troubles, but I have been tired, I have been struggling to keep on top of things, and I have forgotten some of the reasons why I want to do this. Then I get a good nights sleep, or read a book I enjoy, or finish a little draft despite barely feeling like moving at all, and suddenly it all comes back, for one fleeting moment.

I have no intention of quitting. More than anything, I want to keep my promise of last week, and have something real to share during the week after next. I still have faith I can pull it off, somehow.

So, what am I writing this for? To feel sorry for myself in public? That seems childish and dumb. To try and show my vulnerability and lack of confidence, that even the people who can stand up and call out to do the right thing still face such demons every day? I haven’t really said or done anything noteworthy to deserve sharing that.

No, I think I want it to be something else: to raise the question of how to best balance this whole thing. I really do believe my crazy projects are doable and sustainable, but physically accomplishing them is not simple or easy. I’m already struggling with the basics, after all. It feels dishonest to hide that, though, so bringing the question to light? Will that help?

I’m not going to edit this post. I’ll clean up some spelling mistakes, take a read through, and probably cut the egregious waste, but I’m going to leave it as it is. Maybe to reach back for that middle idea, that I want to show more of what it’s really like doing this work. Maybe to just get this whole piece over with, so I can rest and relax tonight instead of doing the work I’m supposed to do. Perhaps to be edgy, different, from other people — look at me, I don’t bother putting up quality content! Or maybe, just to plant a flag in the road.

A flag, someday, that I can look back to, and say if I’ve learned anything or not. I don’t think I expect to. But, if I do, here’s a nice marker to look back on.

There’s more work to be done, and I probably need to form a real plan for what to write about going forward. Actual work, actual knowledge, actual skill to obtain and share here. Maybe, though, this can serve as a beacon: the worst, most idiotic thing I’ve put up on the blog. It wouldn’t be so bad to get that out of the way early, if nothing else.

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